This was mainly to get rid of the other post. Though all in all, I am not feeling much better or more assured than I was that night. I don't know, every night I sit here alone, and I used to have Lauren to talk to early in the night, at least earlier than two in the morning, now I don't even have that. I don't know where my life is going at the moment but I am just hanging on for the ride. I'm not upset, not angry, just a little lonely, because it really is nobodies fault. I really hope you do read this and you realize how much I need you, though you never do seem to read my journals. I do love you so very much. This was a bit longer before, so there has been an edit to it, but after I called you and you were so sleepily adorable on the phone, and you apologized for falling asleep, I realized how I can't be upset, your voice makes everything better.

On a more whimsical note, Been watching Justice League and have some weird issues with certain things. This show makes me ponder things too much, though I find the pairing of Wonder Woman and Batman to be amazing and ridiculous at the same time. I do enjoy that those two make me question things the most too. Two of my favorite parts of the whole series have a focus with batman, the Justice Lords, and how their batman helps the League get back to their world, and A savage time, where time changes and the only one that is different is batman out of the league. This one made me smile because it not only had Dick Grayson and Barbara Gordon making out, it also had Tim Drake and Cassandra Cain playing together. Also Bearded superman in a future with a red sun making a sword and fighting mutant wolves if f-ing amazing.

Also, I got back into the Air Gear manga and I read all the way through the series in a matter of around 3 days. Since it is ongoing, I am really excited to see what is going to happen next. I really like the characters in the series, and the whole idea of Air Trek is amazing. I think that it is going to get me to start roller blading again when it gets warmer... and when my ankle gets better, which will happen sooner than the weather. that reminds me, I also sprained my ankle. Yeah, fought a bear after math class and it pushed me down some stairs. actually I just fell down the stairs, and yeah. oh well, that stuff happens. I hope whoever reads this has a better time than I am at the moment.